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My parents were horrible and they were supposedly Christians but my narcissist mom died in 2013 and I still think about those terrible things that she did to me and my dad is 90 and he is dying now of cancer and he always thought of me as a nobody and he's being nice now for the first time ever. But I will never forget how awful my childhood was. My parents even talked bad about me to my children. My parents both acted like angels at church and around their church friends and they had a different face depending on who they were around but they were like devils when they were at home and noone was around. In all of my childhood pictures I was never smiling, not even when I was a baby. I still don't know why they had me. My other siblings have a completely different story than me about our childhood because I was treated so differently than them. When my dad is gone there will be three of us left in my immediate family. I'm guessing my brother and sister will still treat me the same way. Whoever was the meanest to me go extra brownie points and were the golden child of the day. But I have never been mean to anyone in my family no matter what they did. I think I turned out to be the only normal one in my family even though I was mistreated the most. I think there are more narcissists in my family. I found out that my daughter is a couple years ago and that broke my heart because my son passed away ten years ago when he was 33 years old. He was the sweetest person in my life and I miss him so much.

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